It's been a while, life have been great for me. Working, striving and even loving. Yet fear resurface itself this few days. I don't even know how to put it into words and whats on my mind is just fear and worry. Taking step and falling in love is the best thing I have gotten so far in my life. Yet, there is so many unanswered and pressure on both me and my partner. 

Dear God, please let me find light in this, let me feel that I made the right decision