As times goes, I looked back at the decisions I made previously and asked myself am I going on the right track or did I choose the right path? Pondering questions constantly flooding through my brains making me wonder and sulk on the decisions I made. 

Maybe it's just a phase of growing up, right now all I want to do is Accept it and Control it. What have been done is done and there is no point in fighting on to what is not yours anymore. There is no point on dwelling on the decisions you had made previously. It's a little to late to regret on what wrong choices I made thus I can only accept it and control it, eventually I will return and when I earn enough money the next time, I will be back for my ever lasting dreams. 

I'll definitely be back to learn more. 

As there is a Chinese saying that reads, 

活到老學到老

-J