(Side track a little from my previous post)

I'm feeling a fucked up and confuse right now. Not sure where this feeling of mine is going to bring me to. Life is unnecessarily much harder and complicated than it seemed. Despite i want to break through everything with a smile on my face, things are never easier said than done. To be honest, I've cried bucket because of the issue arising.

Yet somehow, staying positive makes me think this is going to make me a stronger and better person in the future. I'm learning from you everyday cause you make me a better person. Apart from being all weird and complicated, at times, life really brings you unexpected surprises. Just thanking god for letting me know you and letting me fall for you every single day.

- J