I must say my English suck big times now. It even took me more than 30 seconds to think of how to rephrase the previous sentence. It had also been awhile since i fully converse in English. All the friends I have made in University we spoke in Chinese and worst still, Singlish. I missed those days where I would try to imitate some professor and fake a very strong English accent.
Since it had been so long since I updated, shall do a whole summary of my life now.
(At least it will be a nostalgic moment for me when I read this in the future)
15 March, exactly 10 more days to my 21st Birthday.
Just hope things will go exactly as it is planned. Although it is just a home affair with friends , I do hope it will be an awesome one.
Grandfather's health is deteriorating. & my I just wish that he will be able to see me thru University. For now everyone is just spending as much time as possible with him. Taking turns to have dinner with him. I will also make an effort to rush home after school to just had dinner with him. Occasionally small talks whilst chilling. Many articles have proved that this is a incurable cancer. But as one's grand daughter I still pray for slightest miracle. I still hope he can see me being in love, let him continue to shower me with all his past love stories. Access my nervous date ask him to take good care of his precious grand daughter.
All I am praying for is more time with him.
Assignments are piling up, yet I am in no mood to start anything.
Birthday is round the corner yet some of the things I am lazing around not doing anything as well. Maybe I am just not ready to do grow up. Maybe I am just too tired to grow up. What is the point of growing up ? Leading myself to more agony and pain. I want freedom, yet I also want to stay by my family.
Such a dilemma.
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