✿Jassyyyyyy

Finally I am back to the Civilization where I can access blog, Facebook & Twitter.
Headed for China, Beijing last Saturday till this Saturday.
Overall it is a pretty awesome trip.
Exploring the city by myself.
Learning to survive and traveled alone.
Will blog more about the trip soon but meanwhile back to the subject title.

Thoughts.

I wish I am an amazing person.
A person whereby everyone would like to befriend with.
But sadly I am not one of them.
And I will never become one.

Even though I know that's what I am yet there is some part of it that I am denying the fact.
Why?
Cause I really hope I am awesome enough for people.
I am bullshitting here cause I am really in a messy mind state now.

I miss him.
I really do.
And I know that I can't do that.
I don't even think I deserve to like anyone let alone missing someone.
Missing someone who seems to be more than friend.
Whats the point of typing and ranting here?
No idea, just feel like it.

Confuse state of mind toooo.
How?

Just praying that my life is not a joke.

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