✿Jassyyyyyy

I'm not sure am i feeling okay right now
There is this part of me feeling all wobbly
I just feel like a fucking cow
To think that ignoring will make me bubbly
In real life I am just a clown
Performing for people to laugh heartily

I hate you just as much as you hate me
But I know I am real to everybody
Not like you, a pain in the knee
Making use of people like nobody
Thinking about how you treated me
You don't deserve to be anybody
You stole everything from me
Don't blame me for getting bloody

Sometimes I really want to cry
Cry my heart out so that I don't have to face people
But my tears are really dry
And now I know people are not as nice as apple
Cause they aren't worth for me to die

Feeling all emo thus came up with this ridiculously looking poem.
Due to this girl at work for the past few days I really don't like my work.
But this boy cheered me up. & his actions let me down again.
I'll never trust people that easily anymore.
No matter what it takes.

Sometimes I wonder is it my fault I am actually lonely.
But I know there are many things that I can't expect it.

To this girl at work, you succeeded on pushing me and pinning me down at the corner of the wall. But I will work my way back. You can't just push me around. Show some respect to others. And to the boy that cheered me up & let me down, I like you so much I've to let you go. 10-5 is out of the topic for now.

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